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life is killing me
Thursday, 22 July 2004

Topic: cryptic writings
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maybe, maybe... i should think today.
thoughts creep and heartbeat.beats....
what if i want more?
..... .. . .. .. .sometimes less is more!
caged. maintain. goal.
danse with me.
i can't danse.
goal is yet to be manipulated and can't maintain.
stop and smell the time is fleeting.
cash it in.....
... ... ... . always there for me
.. ..... .. . ... . .. .. .take me out to lunch.
wanderlust.
wonder.
wondering.
STOP


i guess i feel i am hiding behind a painted glass..
time is inconsistent.
words float though the air waiting for a chance to be set free yet suddenly fall to the floor.
disgust.
something goes right then sucks and pulls and strangles the life out of you.
mystery.
nobody cares.
nobody loves.
moping around the streets again.
drinking to many drinks..... .
.. ...... .. . .. . .. drinking for you .. .. ..
. .. . .. . drinking BECAUSE of you .. . ...
in the deep.
settling on the best possible outcome, i gather that the only plausible end result is ... .. .
......... ............ .............. .. . a life
. .. . .. .... .. .. .. ... .. a love
......... .. . . .. . . DEATH

lovebegatsdeathbegatslovebegatsdeath : one in the same
as it ever was
as it ever is
fire deep inside.
DEEP.EP.EP .. ... . . ..... . ..... . . ........... . . .. ........... .. .. .... .. . ........ ... .. . ....... .DEEP

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lack of control by no one in particular at 10:41 AM PDT
Updated: Thursday, 22 July 2004 10:42 AM PDT

Sunday, 1 August 2004 - 1:16 AM PDT

Name: Genoveve

we're in this together - nine inch nails

i've become
impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us (all used)
all used and beaten up
watching fate
as it flows
down the path
we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in

well they've got to kill what we found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
AS LOST AS I GET I WILL FIND YOU
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

ALL THAT WE WERE IS GONE we have to hold
all that we were is gone we have to hold
when all our hope is gone we have to hold
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can STOP us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

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