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life is killing me
Tuesday, 29 December 2020
i wish there was a way to fall into the sounds
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Zero 7 - simple things - destiny
Topic: sounds like it was for me

 

 

what can i say...

you took me on a trip this day,

i found this in a store and dreamt of things once more,

sitting on the ground, hollowed were the sounds, of once spoken no more

i still recall the chill, of one who's fate i killed

still wallowing like the till, who sows his oath in pills

....

what can i say... 

 


lack of control by no one in particular at 1:18 AM PST
Sunday, 2 January 2005

Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: slipknot - volume 3: the subliminal verses
Topic: sounds like it was for me
SONG: The Nameless

pathetic (benign)
accept it (undermined)
your opinion (your justification)
happy (State)
servent (hate)
malice (heart of weakness)
no toleration
invade (kill me)
enraged (in minutes)
don't condescend (don't neither disagree)
decide (decay)
dissapoint (delay)
you suffered then, now suffer under me.

obsession, take another look.
remember, every debt you took.
decide, you live with me
or give up - i thought you want to be free

(don't go) i never wanted any body more then i wanted you
(i know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

why do i (feel) anything, (guess)
anyway (fall) anybody (will), anybody (kill me)
i want (you) i need (you) i love (you)
I won't (let any body have you)
Obey (me) believe (me) just trust (me)
Worship (me) uniform (me)
Be greatful (now) be honest (now)
Be precious (now) be mine (deserve me)

Possesion (feed my only faith)
Confession (i wont tell you twice)
Desert (make life for me)
Or give up - I thought you want to be free.

(don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(i know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you.
(don't go) I never wanted any body more then you
(i know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

(yeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhhh)
Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (don't let it)
You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent)
Something I still get, something i've to break. (all that's precious)
Fingers on your skin, let me salvage it. (you deserve it)
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.
YOU DESERVE IT.

(don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(i know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you)
(don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you)
(i know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate.

You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine (you are you are)
You're mine
YOU'RE MINE

lack of control by no one in particular at 12:24 AM PST
Sunday, 21 November 2004

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: the cure - staring at the sea (the singles)
Topic: sounds like it was for me
SONG: a night like this

say goodbye on a night like this
if it's the last thing we ever do
you never looked as lost as this
sometimes it doesn't even look like you
it goes dark
it goes darker still
please stay
but I watch you like I'm made of stone
as you walk away

i'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
a witch hunt for another girl
for always and ever is always for you
your trust
the most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in the world

say hello on a day like today
say it everytime you move
the way that you look at me now
makes me wish I was you
it goes deep
it goes deeper still
this touch
and the smile and the shake of your head

i'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
can't stand here like this anymore
for always and ever is always for you
i want it to be perfect
like before
i want to change it all

i want to change

lack of control by no one in particular at 6:49 PM PST
Monday, 30 August 2004

Mood:  blue
Now Playing: interpol - turn on the bright lights
Topic: sounds like it was for me
Song: PDA

Yours is the only version of my desertion that I could ever subscribe to
That is all that I can do
You are a past dinner, the last winner, I'm raping all around me
Until the last drop is behind you
But you're so cute when you're frustrated, dear
Yeah, you're so cute when you're sedated, dear, oh yes dear

Sleep tight, grim rite, we have two hundred couches where you can...
Sleep tight, grim rite, we have two hundred couches where you can
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight.

You are the only person who's completely certain there's nothing here to be into
That is all that you can do
You are a past sinner, the last winner, and everything we've come to makes you you

But you cannot safely say that while I will be away, you will not consider sadly
How you helped me to stray
And you will not reach me I am
resenting a position that's past resentment and now
I can't consider,
and now there is this distance, so...

Sleep tight, grim rite, we have two hundred couches where you can...
Sleep tight, grim rite, we have two hundred couches where you can
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight,
Sleep tonight.

lack of control by no one in particular at 3:56 PM PDT
Wednesday, 11 August 2004

Mood:  sad
Now Playing: page avenue - story of the year
Topic: sounds like it was for me
song: until the day i die

as years go by i race the clock with you,
but if you die right now,
you know that i'd die too,
i'd die too.

you remind me of the times when i knew who i was,
but stillthe second hand will catch us like it always does.

we'll make the same mistakes,
i'll take the fall for you,
i hopebyou need this now
'cause i still do

until the day i die-i'll spill my heart for you.

should i bite my tongue
until blood soaks my shirt?
we'll never fall apart,
so tell me why this hurts so much.

my hands around your throat
and i think i hate you,
but we'll say "remember when"
just like we always do,
like we always do.

until the day i die-i'll spill my heart for you.

my hands around your throat and i think i hate you.
we made the same mistakes,
mistakes like friends do.
my hands around your throat and i think i hate you.
we made the same mistakes,
made the same mistakes.

until the day i die-i'll spill my heart for you.

lack of control by no one in particular at 2:23 AM PDT
Updated: Wednesday, 11 August 2004 2:34 AM PDT

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