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life is killing me
Thursday, 17 December 2020
when mem0rieS coM3 flo0ding back in aGaIn...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Depeche Mode - Song of faith and devotion
Topic: the things i love
In your room
Where time stands still
Or moves at your will
Will you let the morning come soon
Or will you leave me lying here
In your favourite darkness
Your favourite half-light
Your favourite consciousness
Your favourite slave...

 Hanging on your words

Living on your breath
Feeling with your skin

Will I always be here

Will I always be here...

lack of control by no one in particular at 7:05 PM PST
Updated: Thursday, 17 December 2020 7:53 PM PST
Tuesday, 24 November 2020
Another round of things i 🖤
Mood:  hug me
Topic: the things i love

It's been, well, sometime since the last time go round.

No one has been really listening of reading this. Oh well, its not for anyone anyway.

In no order...

i love walking in the rain

i love listening to the rain hit and tap repeatedly on my windows 

i love jumping in puddles

i love listening to old tunes that i used to listen to but with good headphones 🎧  and hearing them in new and fascinating ways

i love sleeping with the fan on

i love that i am kind of living out a dream... as im living next to a cemetery! its right behind my condo... though not nearly enough tombstones above ground for my liking

i love falling asleep to dark wave goth tinged music. dark. black. drowns out the voices

i love forgetting to take my meds, the voices inside remind me what i used to see and feel

 i love if i could be in all black ⚫  ... black shirt, black pants, black socks, pirch black shoes .. maybe with a red tie 


until i find more time... and things to love 

lack of control by no one in particular at 10:09 PM PST
Updated: Wednesday, 25 November 2020 9:55 PM PST
Sunday, 23 January 2005

Topic: the things i love


Tuesday, 18 January 2005

Topic: the things i love

shirley is still smoking HOT

lack of control by no one in particular at 10:18 PM PST
Wednesday, 4 August 2004

Topic: the things i love
of all the things i've come to know.. i'd have to say this...

i love the darkness
i love dark brooding emotional music ie: bands such as type o negative, the faint, new order, nine inch nails, soft cell, kraftwerk, gary newman, alice in chains, depeche mode, orgy, marilyn manson, disturbed, my life with the thrill kill kult, the cure, etc.
i love the cold, cold and falling snow and the feeling of seediness it causes
i love the color black
i love the color red
i love the feeling of being alone
i love the dead, they are GREAT listener and don't interrupt or talk back
i love a good mall
i love long drives alone in small cars on late nites on wet roads
i love the days i can never have back
i love the late evening sunset and the oranges and reds it produces
i love sunday mourning's
i love friday nites
i love absinthe
i love jack daniels
i love to sleep in the heat
i love the feeling of flesh
i love the macabre thoughts that make up who i am and i love that i do not speak them
i love the burning sensation i get when i don't eat
i love mexican foods
i love getting lost in a memory
i love waiting for the mail to come
i love to write music, poems, lyrics and draw

. . . .... there is more. .. along with a list of things i hate.... but those may come later...

lack of control by no one in particular at 2:07 PM PDT

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