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life is killing me
Wednesday, 30 March 2005
more more MORE!!
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: pitchshifter -
my my. another post.
if disfunction is a function then i must be some kind of genius.

now. ...
7 more photos uploaded to the many faces of the insane

take a look, leave a comment. i could use the abuse!

say what you mean and mean what you say.

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 3:47 PM PST
Monday, 28 March 2005
a 1st!!!!
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: garbage - garbage
hell-o hell-o hell-o

well folk. i am extremely tired (18 days till inventory and 3 hours till i go back to work). ... but i stayed up so i could provide something new for some of you.. . .you know who you are....
you love me, then break my heart and laugh. ... well laugh no more!

.. .. or alot.

BEHOLD !!! !.. .. there is no mirror .. ... .

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 4:00 PM PST
Thursday, 24 March 2005
post one hundredand1
Now Playing: orbital - in sides

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 2:57 PM PST
Tuesday, 22 March 2005
did i mention this before?
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: scum of the earth - blah...blah...blah... love songs for the new millennium
GREAT band... riggs from rob zombie, mike tempesta from pm5k with some drums by john tempesta AND john dolmayan from system of a down. SWEET!!! offical site

that's not what this post is about. This loong overdue post is about another DAMN coldsoar... on my bottom lip this time. DAMNIT!!!

i hate it....
. .. go away. .!!

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 8:03 PM PST
Thursday, 17 March 2005

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 10:40 AM PST
Sunday, 13 March 2005
YEA!! ! oh. .. um. .. no.
Mood:  irritated
my back is tired and my throat is dry. kinda sleepy. life is kinda at a slooooooooooooooow pace, has been for awhile. think i'll shut my eyes and drift off... will i return? ?? ??? duh, of course... i was only asleep.


lack of control by 6yearsgone at 11:14 AM PST
Friday, 4 March 2005
board dumb
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: prince - purple rain
there is no purpose of this post other than i am tired and have nothing better to do.

i'd try to muster up something insightful or thought provoking but the point would be mute.

there is little rest for the wicked and the devil loves idle hands.....
.. ... ... whatever!

i need a good couple days off coupled with a couple of good hard drinking binge.
. ..
.. and an in-n-out burger.
ok.... .

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 5:44 PM PST
Wednesday, 2 March 2005
words 42/43/44
within the creases of my mind...
black /sharp/jagged.. !@1.. .
i learn to lose control

.. ... .. i make the time
.. .. . i make up the lies and break the back of all those who learned to love, though now... .. LOATHE

beauty in blood.slow motion daydream

it swirls and burns then goes cold. ccold as my thoughts and desires... .. am i/am i not? ?? !?#
if i tried again would it prove fruitful?? ??
// // /// or is the pain of it all/all that i chose to be?

pills/drink/crash/splat/gas/rope/belt/stab/slice/choke/break .. . ...
or perhaps a liquid organ cleanser?
i like to lose myself in myself in the music of dark/alone. to miss me is to be me. a longing for something that is undeniably nothing. what is it??? NOTHING! just the spinning of wheels, grinding of gears... the well oiled machine now, again, drying up.


a rhyme with no reason a question with no answer.
... open my chest and take out my heart....
. ... . . the messages say you could borrow my soul.. . i think it ignores me sometimes... or is it that which make me lose all/and give up?


lack of control by 6yearsgone at 11:22 AM PST
Saturday, 26 February 2005
the obviously redundant. . .i think?
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: hawthorne heights - the silence in black and white
is it me?

or do certain people.. for no apparent reason, just PISS you off and irritate the hell out of you. i mean, that is to say... for no reason at all. i just can't seem to get these few people from under my skin... and i try, believe me, i do try. it just seems that the more i try to ignore and suppress the fact i can't stand these people, for no reason, it make me grow even more agitated.

it kills me.
really... it does.

it's not that i haven't confronted these people, sometimes often, however... man! they really just kill me! make my head all jumbled in a bad way and i hate it. i try to focus on myself and my objectives and goal but then BLAM! they they go and with their stupid grins and arrogance.

ahhhh. ..i'd like to say that make me feel better but it only makes me feel worse. kinda like the people i see that i know aren't really there.

hee hee.


lack of control by 6yearsgone at 7:33 PM PST
Thursday, 24 February 2005
ahhhh, yes. those little darlings
Now Playing: zeromancer - clone your lover
well, here's NOTHING so far.
i will be uploading new pictures as i get them scanned... you'll find the link below.. or, in the future... under the personal perspective links to the left.

be prepared to sheild your eyes within the next week!

the many faces of insane

lack of control by 6yearsgone at 8:18 PM PST

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