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Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: zero 7 - simple things
there isn't any words to describe the way i feel at the moment... i have sedated myself with a good friend... music and jack daniels. the wife went bowling with a friend and my oldest daughter. girls nite out i guess. myself and violet (my youngest) played and shared a chicken sand which. hmmmm hmmm good!
i've been thinking about the past, present and future. as for the past. . .i ,like alot of people, wish i could have it back. i miss it so.... you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone. (or so a GREAT hair band once sang). as for the present. .. .it seems to be like a blink or a shout. . .i don't really appreciate it, nor do i take full advantage of it. i just let it slip by... then regret it when it becomes the past. and as for the future. . . .who needs it ... . if it come, it comes. . .if it doesn't . . .OH FUCKING WELL. kill them all and let your god sort them out.

speaking of god.. . i recently bought, the passion of the christ, yet haven't had the chance to watch it yet.. .. although i know how it ends so it kind of ruins the movie for me.

man. . . i'm going to burn for that one.

hmmm. a random thought?

i miss you!