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life is killing me
Friday, 30 July 2004

Topic: cryptic writings
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heavy head wades so deep.deep.. .DEEP.
plastic eyeballs.
..... .. plastic face.
.............. .. plastic ways make neat for display.
true.not uncommon.LIES
puke.puke.. dum dumb duh.
longer.lighter.leather face and itching skin...
.. . .beneath is scars....
. . .. . .. a scar we cover... ..
. . .to undercover the blanket and find rats beneath the boy who died.dead.gone.forgotten.good riddance.
to seek
and use
to stare
and fake a death infront of a thousand bleeding hearts?
THIEF

underwires snag.tear mine
echo. echo.echoechoecoechoechoechoo o o oo o ooo o
down
... .. down
. .. ... ............ .down
strawberry hills
grass still as green
the dogs are all still shedding
laughter is gone yet it grows- louder
misfit days: yesturdays-todays-tomorrows
cancer black and it knows... .. .
happiest days
aand goooooooodd moooooooooourning
suunshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiine.

we love her so
so so
so
so
so
so say your sorry or so help me!

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lack of control by no one in particular at 1:44 AM PDT
Updated: Friday, 30 July 2004 1:46 AM PDT

Friday, 30 July 2004 - 3:44 PM PDT

Name: Genoveve

remembering a time when i was a child...i had done something bad and mother had a grip on my wrist so tight my tiny fingers were turning blue. 'say your sorry!' with angry flames in her eyes. trembling. i mumbled the words. Just words. what does a child know about sorry? said it out of fear. she didn't care weather or not i really WAS sorry. She was playing the roll of good mother. Acting for the crowd. and i knew. even as a child. I knew it was only words.

apologies are meaningless



Saturday, 31 July 2004 - 10:06 AM PDT

Name: 6
Home Page: http://6yearsgone.tripod.com

ouch. ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchh. your example of the use of sorry and the statement about it reminds me of a charles manson interview and he discussed the same thing, with an alike realization.

Sugarcoat the girl
Make her feel alive
Wonders of the world
Hide deep within her eyes ...

came to me within the blink of an eye.. . no idea of why i wrote it down.... hmmmmm. happens i guess.

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