it again has been a minute or two
dont know how long its been since i refund my way into this space
still holding onto memories of a different headspace
the dark lingers in me
i think ill have a hard time sleeping w/zero meds as i have to be at work at 3am
means id have to take them in 2hrs which i think 🤔 isnt going to happen
ill begin a new fast
lack of control by no one in particular
at 5:14 PM PDT
