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standing out in the cold. cant say that im "feeling" bad for myself, because im not. 😔 i just can't fight the lack of urge to do anything productive. i havent felt myself slipping this way for a little bit, well, not since before starting another medication. on the plus side my blood pressure has dropped, i normally feel nothing ... on the downside, i havent the issue of weight gain other than a tummy bloat and wanting to eat EVERYTHING.
started listening to a set of music that sounds comforting, especially in my new ear buds. they sound (the music) better than i remembered for sure, i hear so much more in sound depth.
okay, so im feeling down, want more jack daniels, need a job, to be hated less and get off these damn meds. to be honest, missing me. the highs and lows. the unfeeling detached newer version of me SUCKS.