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life is killing me
Thursday, 31 December 2020
happy new year. goodbye 2020. wait, what's happening?

so... it's about to be 2021.

now let me assess the situation of my life up to this point.

you see, i am amazed i even made it here, seriously.

it's been a bumpy road, filled with much...

so, here's some stuff in a nutshell 🤔

i have 4 children, all girls

19, 17, 13, 5

the 19 & 17 are estranged for some 3-7 years because, well, their mother allowed , i'd say, even encouraged it

13 & 5 live with me

i've dropped over 100lbs after ballooning 🎈up to 275

i have apparently 😕 lost most of me to my medication 💊 OR ...this is who i am. Usually void of any emotion.


lack of control by no one in particular at 8:56 PM PST

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