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heavy head wades so deep.deep.. .DEEP.
plastic eyeballs.
..... .. plastic face.
.............. .. plastic ways make neat for display.
true.not uncommon.LIES
puke.puke.. dum dumb duh.
longer.lighter.leather face and itching skin...
.. . .beneath is scars....
. . .. . .. a scar we cover... ..
. . .to undercover the blanket and find rats beneath the boy who died.dead.gone.forgotten.good riddance.
to seek
and use
to stare
and fake a death infront of a thousand bleeding hearts?
THIEF

underwires snag.tear mine
echo. echo.echoechoecoechoechoechoo o o oo o ooo o
down
... .. down
. .. ... ............ .down
strawberry hills
grass still as green
the dogs are all still shedding
laughter is gone yet it grows- louder
misfit days: yesturdays-todays-tomorrows
cancer black and it knows... .. .
happiest days
aand goooooooodd moooooooooourning
suunshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiine.

we love her so
so so
so
so
so
so say your sorry or so help me!

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lost control.CONTROL.control.
my head creeps... sleeps
a mess, a mess.. .. .
.... . .. . . .. the minds horrible to taste
the time will come when you and i and i will once again rejoice in the finding that we are not.
.... .. not you.not me.not them.not us.
NOTHING!

blank waves and modest stares...
.. . .. catapulting this into a mad.d descend
the dust will clear.... settle... . .
.. .. . time will pass, time will cease to matter.
as a matter of fact the lot of them will face the fact... . .and decide they were right... .you were wrong. your wrong.
right?
beautiful leaves... .. .
the branch's wilt... . ... .
a trunk stumbles and falls. . .. .....
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM !! !
winlessday.futhersday.frdieday.sadderday

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maybe, maybe... i should think today.
thoughts creep and heartbeat.beats....
what if i want more?
..... .. . .. .. .sometimes less is more!
caged. maintain. goal.
danse with me.
i can't danse.
goal is yet to be manipulated and can't maintain.
stop and smell the time is fleeting.
cash it in.....
... ... ... . always there for me
.. ..... .. . ... . .. .. .take me out to lunch.
wanderlust.
wonder.
wondering.
STOP

i guess i feel i am hiding behind a painted glass..
time is inconsistent.
words float though the air waiting for a chance to be set free yet suddenly fall to the floor.
disgust.
something goes right then sucks and pulls and strangles the life out of you.
mystery.
nobody cares.
nobody loves.
moping around the streets again.
drinking to many drinks..... .
.. ...... .. . .. . .. drinking for you .. .. ..
. .. . .. . drinking BECAUSE of you .. . ...
in the deep.
settling on the best possible outcome, i gather that the only plausible end result is ... .. .
......... ............ .............. .. . a life
. .. . .. .... .. .. .. ... .. a love
......... .. . . .. . . DEATH

lovebegatsdeathbegatslovebegatsdeath : one in the same
as it ever was
as it ever is
fire deep inside.
DEEP.EP.EP .. ... . . ..... . ..... . . ........... . . .. ........... .. .. .... .. . ........ ... .. . ....... .DEEP

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